Dear Lord

[Intro]
As I lay in my bed with these thoughts in my head, I just don't wanna be here

[Verse 1]
As I lay in my bed with these thoughts in my head, I just don't wanna be here
I just wanna scream (Ahhh)
I just wanna leave here
I walk through the fog an I feel it in me, it's the beast I released here
Why won't you leave me alone, you just watch me suffer like a fuckin' ravine's near
[?]
I'mma Armageddon everything if I came to get it
[With the liquor, my soul ?] and my flame is flickin'
S-s-s-said amongst flame and liquid
This is that music that make you go "Brain! Brain!" when I'm off in this wicked mission
I sit here in pain, my demon's restrained but what can I say to my opposition?
I been focused on lockin' this shit
I'mma hit 'em with forces, of course it's apocalyptic
Ignorin' the proposition
I was born to be sworn by the sword but that's not what this is
When you listen to my music, good for the borderline temper and usage
It's still a nuisance
I don't want nothin' from you, I ain't fuckin' with you, you's a rude bitch
Watch me prove it
This hate I'm consumed with
It's not only here for amusement
I deemed 'em all useless
But I can see now, they just breed with these humans
I am a student of many but no one's explained this confusion
Solutions, I've studied many but no one can tell me about the conclusions
So it's useless
I sit here and gather my Heaven and Hellish pollutants
I'm a mutant
Too weird to live, too rare to die, welcome to my evolution

[Pre-Chorus]
I might go dumb, I might go crazy
I'm on another level and the [shovel ?] that can save me
Ridin' with the devil and the shuttle that encase me
It finally got a hold of me, the Heavens never saved me

[Chorus]
Dear Lord (What's wrong with me)
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness (Dear Lord)
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness (Dear Lord)

[Verse 2]
As I lay in my bed with these thoughts in my head where the devil can speak to me
It seems like I never have dreams
But when I do, see them so vividly
Somethin' is killin' me slowly and walkin' with me, it appears as my enemy
Let it be known, if you are not from here now [run ?] fear from whomever sent for me
Let me [?] these energies, look to the heavens, help me, if I fell would you catch me?
We both know I'mma need that one, apology, why do I feel you left me?
[?]
I don't talk about it but I'm [basic ?] is deadly
So I coated the melody tell and do everything, up until now it has helped me
I vibe into the holy water
I done been left this planet if it wasn't for my son and daughter
Yes, you guessed it, I'm underwater
Everybody that suffers depression [?] a true test for lovin' father
There really ain't no rules in the matrix
Everybody [?] moves that are basic
I'm a silly sinner but I'm in tune with the ancients
Do what I gotta do and try to level out my patience
It's the battle within
[?] will I begin, If I don't get it together, might be the end of my wind
I made a promise to better my life but I'm full of shit
Life is a bitch, I wish somebody comin' to [trip ?]
This is a mission I guess I gotta go at alone
No one can help me, bullets [?] up in my dome
And I'm in the zone
I hear my voices in different tones
Now they said it wrong
Bullets [surrender ?] venom is strong
Feel the evil in me
I meant the beat or the heater with me
'Bout to make a decision that seems to be for the demon in me
It might be easy to feed, feed it to eat it with me
Take a [?] [acetic ?] let me [?] Reaper get me

[Pre-Chorus]
I might go dumb, I might go crazy
I'm on another level and the [shovel ?] that can save me
Ridin' with the devil and the shuttle that encase me
It finally got a hold of me, the Heavens never saved me

[Chorus]
Dear Lord (What's wrong with me)
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness (Dear Lord)
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness (Dear Lord)
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness
I am so different, my brain is so wicked, it's hard to tell if it's a gift or a sickness (Dear Lord)

(What's wrong with me)