Is It Me?

[Chorus]
Is it me? (Hmm)
Things ain't always what they seem
I know a place I can go to when I dream
Where everything is okay

[Verse 1]
I can go to that place
So many motives I chased
You could look up at my face
Wanna hide from you lames
I don't trust no one, so no one's to blame
I stay in my lane
I don't need judgement
Fuck your opinion, these minions mean nothin'
I can see sufferin', what can I do?
Take care of home 'cause of changes in you
It all starts with you, don't hide behind lies
I stay in my own world 'cause no one is true
They're all in disguise
But I'm not surprised
Eventually everyone ends in my booth
I swear I'm the truth
Nah, I ain't no [truce ?]
This is the venom and I got the juice
You niggas is [?]
You don't believe me? This rapping is easy when it's what you do
I was born in this music, it's all that I know
I been workin' this 9 to 5 without no growth
But somethin' within me happens when I get to rappin'
Hear the beat and decipher the code
I'm a psychic with notes, I cannot let go
I sit by myself in this hell 'til I wrote
I have no control
What comes and it goes
I'm at the mercy of whatever's on my soul
Let my thoughts take its toll, but I'm sharp as a blade
[?] temptation [?] gets me with shame
I can see the beauty in it even though it's wicked
I am not a victim to the pain
I say that in vain
I turn right around with the face of a clown and go drown in the rain
Give me a break
When I slid through a [?]
And it's back to my mental and personal space
But sometimes I think

[Chorus]
Is it me? (Hmm)
Things ain't always what they seem
I know a place I can go to when I dream
Where everything is okay (Where everything is okay)
Don't have it all (Naw)
If I feel as if I might fall
I know a place I can go to when I call
Where everything is okay (Where everything is okay)

[Verse 2]
Is it me? (Hmm)
Or is it a mental disease?
I'd like to think I'm different, but
I know this one's bigger than me
But I seem so useless
Me sittin' here pourin' my heart on this beat
How nobody gets me when I write this poetry
After I roll a [B ?], my thoughts are free
I be awfully [gifted ?] and if I look different
I'm constantly thinkin' how to reach my vision
Now that I'm in, I probably shouldn't have did it
I don't like humans [?] would have trip and
I just wanna hide away, never be seen now
I hate myself when the weed's out
I end myself unless the weed loud
I'm stuck in this hell so I dream now
Feelin' senile, don't remember nothin' so I sit and bust a little freestyle
Still in denial when the shit is rough and when I'm feelin' tough and I don't need [cow ?]
He just freaks out
He ain't got the nuts and he just run on luck, his feet don't reach ground
So it's me now
Time is up, I'm not designed to trust, real is unique now
Teachin' [?] how to be people
They know that deep down, this world's evil
We live as angels surrounded by devils but somehow this greed is 'bound to meet his equal
Down, but I see you, I don't wanna sink
Escape to that place with this paper and ink
As [might save you ?] the brink of a major meltdown of my favor
Now I see you later for drinks
But sometimes I think

[Chorus]
Is it me? (Hmm)
Things ain't always what they seem
I know a place I can go to when I dream
Where everything is okay (Where everything is okay)
Don't have it all (Naw)
If I feel as if I might fall
I know a place I can go to when I call
Where everything is okay (Where everything is okay)
Is it me? (Hmm)
Things ain't always what they seem
I know a place I can go to when I dream
Where everything is okay (Where everything is okay)
Don't have it all (Naw)
If I feel as if I might fall
I know a place I can go to when I call
Where everything is okay (Where everything is okay)
Is it me?