​mourn(1/2)

[Verse]
I couldn't love you back if I tried, dear, know that
This world is too dark for a heart of gold like yours
If I hold you like a treasure, it would never be enough
The sky pales in comparison to you
I know I need to calm down, but I can't let it go
My arms are burning red from the nails digging into them
Your touch can heal anything, I promise that is true
I shut down the second you leave
And now my eyes are spinning around the room so loosely
I'm careless in my actions and I can't help the words I say
Will you forgive me for all the time I waste?
Just give me another chance, I know I'll make it right
I know the closest I'll ever get to holding your hand
Is when I pass you the blunt, or graze it by accident
Your lips seem so far and I know I'll never get a taste
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