Dead Ends

[Verse]
Only happy when it rains
Every day's so dreary, gray
Throw my head to the clouds
And look for light now
I've been passing by life's notes
I don't wanna leave this path
Finding comfort in a cycle
And I'm scared to stray away
Fighting new perspectives
I hope I can find an answer
I've got a thousand empty questions
Empty handed, I'll keep walking
My skin is fading white
And my feet have built-up sores
I never know when to stop
I've never had good judgement
I missed the train headed southbound
But that's alright, I'll walk some more
I'll find my heart along a path
I've never walked before
I know these streets back and forth
All I ever do is pace
Maybe some variety
Would do my time some good
But I guess I'll never know
How life is meant to end
I'm wasting my best years
Finding a new place to stay
The clouds only stay for so long
And I'm gone
I'm tired of waiting
But I'm sick of searching dead ends