30 Hours Freestyle

[Verse]
I'm always running a few minutes late, I know
I could set a thousand alarms still wouldn't make it in time
Every night I'm scared to lay my head down and get some rest
Super vivid dreams never let my eyes shut, it keeps me up
I haven't ate in 30 hours but that's nothing new to me now
My arms are sore from all hits I can't break, I can't take
Don't waste your time, I'm not sure if I'd want it anyway
I know I'm worth less than the air you breathe out
What do i have to offer when I can't lift my head?
My visions blurry from the empty bottle on my bed
I'm hiding cigarette smoke in incense, it makes sense
How you could never love me when I don't trust a damn thing
My hands are turning blue and I don't have a clue of what to do
I could read a book of rules and not process a word
My head is the last place I wanna be, same goes for you
Every goal I set remains unachieved 'cause I'm too tired
Just push it to tomorrow
30 hours...