Malice

Used to… wonder what it meant
To put your everything into something u wanted said

Exposing sensitive thoughts, no time left to pretend
Im passed accepting your flaws, or becoming upset again

Knowing it’s unsettling, debating yourself only peddling
Back and fourth between the same irrelevant

Issues we high light, instead of letting it fly by
Approaching the wrong elements

I never meant to be this prejudice
Always thought of myself as evidence

That life has every possibility
Depending on what benefits

We make lemonade
Out of the lemons, which

Someone else handed us
Without knowing the limit is

Something we make ourself
Unless we ended with

This constant self conflicting
Image we get

Will we ever come to learn
From any of this…
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Bad habit
Can’t stand having this constant havoc

Can imagine how this happened
Was it by accident we get reactions?

Try to get passed it
All the love we get have this
Ability to turn malice

Living on hope
Sounds a little backwards
But living on it
Was enough to practice at this
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I can, give you something of no use
Write a couple of bars to blow off this lit fuse

I can, do whatever I feel like I wanna do
If I visualize it long enough, which is hard to do

We tend to fall apart, regarding dreams we loose
Afraid to take charge, on which way we should choose

But change is being truthful to your own views
And don’t be afraid to let them change too

I can’t believe we came through, all these painful
Ways of going insane, without feeling grateful

About the way we let the hate brew
To later let it evaporate and escape through

Something creative, we all have our ways to
Handle having this bagage, where we save too

Much of this shit, that could be traced to
Us holding a grudge too long, instead this became to
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A bad habit
Can’t stand having this constant havoc

Can imagine how this happened
Was it by accident we get reactions?

Try to get passed it
All the love we get have this
Ability to turn malice

Living on hope
Sounds a little backwards
But living on it
Was enough to practice at this…

Bad habit
Can’t stand having this constant havoc

Can imagine how this happened
Was it by accident we get reactions?

Try to get passed it
All the love we get have this
Ability to turn malice

Living on hope
Sounds a little backwards
But living on it
Was enough to practice at this