Living on hope

Cuz someway you
Made your way through, you
Alway came to, the same conclusion
That made you

Really, keep on living on hope now, while
Everyone around is so down, I’ll
Find a way to really sort out, foul
People I had close but are gone now
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Swear on everything life is stressing me out
Thought a lot about the things that I counted out

Wasn’t that I was afraid I wouldn’t amount
Spent life searching of something I haven’t found

Until now, donno if Im allowed to
Open your mind up, I made a vow to

Closing whats behind of, all this doubtful
Second guessing myself just when Im about to

Go up on stage, and see all the faces
In the crowd Im faced with

Hoping they relate to what I paint on pages
Appreciate, my way of phrasing all these phases

That most of us are faced with, in different ways which
Makes us pray this, life we made doesn’t fade with

All the dreams we put away and haven’t seen for ages
Cuz we get sucked up in how this life changes…
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Cuz someway you
Made your way through, you
Alway came to, the same conclusion
That made you

Really, keep on living on hope now, while
Everyone around is so down, I’ll
Find a way to really sort out, foul
People I had close but are gone now
____

Giving up what Ive been fighting for, nowadays Im writing more
No point in denying I’ve wasted time before, had nothing I felt was really valuable

Now Im barely sleeping, alone in my zone, forget to eat when
Either when I write or record, in-between them

Are a lot of days where I loose belief in
This dream I’m chasing, there’s been a lot of weekends

Where I, sat for myself and tore apart
Every single track I had wrote that far

Our minds isn’t really able to cope how tall
These mountaintops reach, unless we go that far

Somedays I’m too afraid, to say this
Even hesitate right now, as this page is

Slowly getting covered in words to make it
Somewhat easier to exhale, once it escalated

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Cuz someway you
Made your way through, you
Alway came to, the same conclusion
That made you

Really, keep on living on hope now, while
Everyone around is so down, I’ll
Find a way to really sort out, foul
People I had close but are gone now