Lost At Sea

[Chorus: Isaac Waddington]
Yeah I know where I want to be
You won’t get no apology
There’s nothing really stopping me
I’m just lost at sea
You won’t get no apology
There’s nothing really stopping me (Mmm)
I’m just lost at sea

[Verse 1: Frankie Stew]
Starting again
Lost the feeling from when I started
And wrote bars in my head
I wanted to show myself just me
Not nobody else
And apart from Harv, didn’t care what you man thought
Didn’t care what nobody said
And I feel like that’s changing
Want P, but I don’t wanna be caged in
Never had normal wages
I know that’s the life I chose
Writing loads, then I picked up paper, now man I write in phones
Got big where I’m from
Just a big fish in a small pond
Got my first deal
Not that much P, but it’s real
Splashed it still
Least that I know how it feels
Never been gassed I’m chilled
Always grateful sometimes I can’t believe I’m still, here

[Chorus: Isaac Waddington]
Yeah I know where I want to be
You won’t get no apology
There’s nothing really stopping me
I’m just lost at sea
You won’t get no apology
There’s nothing really stopping me (Mmm)
I’m just lost at sea

[Verse 2: Frankie Stew]
Writing again
Came off social media for one month
I needed some time off but now I’m typing again
Back to my older ways
Started fighting again
Got another deal I’m signing again
This one's a five-figure
Compared to the last it’s bigger
All things seemed on the up
Even spoke to Mike Skinner
That’s a dream come true
Used to play The Streets in school
I’m blinded by the lights and my feelings too
Had a mental breakdown
Went to get off the floor but stayed down
I wanna go back in time to the start of when I was a kid in playgrounds
Too much pressure
Went to a therapist once or twice it helped but it’s too much cheddar
It’s mad cos nobody knew me better

[Chorus: Isaac Waddington]
Yeah I know where I want to be
You won’t get no apology
There’s nothing really stopping me
I’m just lost at sea
You won’t get no apology
There’s nothing really stopping me (Mmm)
I’m just lost at sea

[Verse 3: Frankie Stew]
Barring again
Made changes in my life and now I’m starting again
I fuck up sometimes that’s normal
That’s just part of it then
You should learn to love yourself that can’t start when it ends
Easy to make assumptions
We all got problems, hundreds
And somethings that worked for me might not work for youngers
Or older
Or anyone my age then when I signed to Coda
Whole tour sold out but close-up
Looks cool but please look closer
I was so anxious didn’t wanna show up
Didn’t wanna take pictures either too much pressure
So when you're feeling under the weather
Just know we’re in this together
Know that things get better
And if they don’t at first or feel like they get worse no it's not forever

[Chorus: Isaac Waddington]
Yeah I know where I want to be
You won’t get no apology
There’s nothing really stopping me
I’m just lost at sea
Yeah I know where I want to be
You won’t get no apology (Yeah)
There’s nothing really stopping me (Mmm)
I’m just lost at sea

[Outro]
I’m just lost at sea