Losing Myself (At Eternity’s Gate)

[Pre-Chorus, L.]
Losing myself, losing myself tonight..
Losing myself, we're losing..
We’re used to this fight every time

One more round, just let me drown and paint this canvas
I'm Van Gogh, misunderstanding, At Eternity's Gate flashing

[Chorus, blvv]
I’m losing myself tonight
My mind taken off on a flight
Always alone with no light
The silence too loud
It's piercing like knives
Paint me like A Starry Night
Take all of the time that you'd like
Aladdin, magic carpet ride
I just wanna feel alive

[Verse 1, L.]
Up on the walls, alone in the plaster
Han Solo stature, my composure's bamboo
My force is cracking through the glass I force up
In the might of a mortal, my vessel petrifies swords up to my neck, as I dance along the tracks to my answers
The clock strikes, in the woke of an ever after
Virtues and vices, with those alike, what's the outcome?
Ima find the right kind, but lemme first throw a tantrum

[Verse 2, blvv]
Indica all in my lungs and my bloodstream
I need to come back home
Can't see past this funk tearing at the seams
I've been hurting too long
I feel like a diamond in the rough, even with minor scuffs
Pick me up
Polish me, bet I'll shine like the sun in the sky
The light will bring us back to life
I’ve got so many sides like a prism
But feel locked in my conscience, a prison
All I see now, it is tinted with crimson
Show me something new, like a brand new position
My demons keep coming, never in remission
I cannot ignore it, I cannot dismiss it
Why I never smile when I leave the dentist?
When my sanity’s crashed, I wish I could just rent it

[Verse 3, L.]
Losing myself from my demons, take me
Lost in my own mind, but please don't save me
I’m making way outta there, my wings will grace thee
As my inner devils and angels create war to make peace
Destined to drive and go insane, so I'm rotating fate's wheel
Be polite when time's cranking down the times revealed through the rude awakenings
Move out the way bitch
Cause I’m about to wake me up!

[Chorus, blvv]
I'm losing myself tonight
My mind taken off on a flight
Always alone with no light
The silence too loud
It's piercing like knives
Paint me like A Starry Night
Take all of the time that you'd like
Aladdin, magic carpet ride
I just wanna feel alive

[Outro]
One more round, just let me drown and paint this canvas
I'm Van Gogh, misunderstanding, At Eternity's Gate flashing