Dissociated Data

[Chorus, blvv]
I be thinking that I might be in over my head
All the times you walked away and shit was left unsaid
At the the bottom of these bottles, nothing left in them
It’s like 3AM, still laying awake inside my bed

[Verse 1, blvv]
Crowded conversations from the demons living in my head
Feels like I’m paralyzed, there’s monsters right under my bed
I’m tryna find my way, but just can’t get out of it
(Yeah, aye aye aye, whuh?)
Whisper to me something, make me feel alright
Been a minute since I said I felt just fine, but that’s just the way that it goes
Wish I could could convey it, but nobody knows
Cause I bring the heat, but my heart is still cold
All this struggling make me feel old
I’m tryna duck and dodge these problems like they're fucking bullets
All the pain and stress has got me thinking about using
I’m choosing a better way to live this time
I guess I’ll never get it right
Oh well, we lighting more blunts on this side
Fuck all you haters, I ain’t tryna make it through the night

{blvv & L.]
Through the flight
In the skies, here I shine like a sunset in the rise
Here I go again as I cry on the floor..
And it’s all I’ll ever know for now, here I go into the clouds
And grow within the ground

[Chorus, blvv]
I be thinking that I might be in over my head
All the times you walked away and shit was left unsaid
At the the bottom of these bottles, nothing left in them
It’s like 3AM, still laying awake inside my bed

[Verse 2, L.]
Take it as you may, but I'm just writing from the heart 'cause I'm out of paper and I don't know where to start
This could be a waste of time or a light for other stars afraid to read the signs or delaying their departure, waiting for a spark or simply playing out their options
When I fall apart, I will always feel lost
But when you look up to the cosmos, know you're not the only martian
No you're never all alone, even when you're in the dark
Even when you looking like a pup up for adoption
Even when you feel like you're the last resort to call
You have no idea who I am, but I'm just like you
Hiding all my feelings so that I can feel cool, but really deep inside, I don't know if I can make it to the better side of life
Even when I picture naked people standing there in line
Before my eyes can see the light, will there be people waiting outside after I see the light?

"L.: I don't know how many times I'm gonna tell you this in life, but ima keep telling you this until you get it.. We are the future."
"Juli: We are! I feel like I barely got it today..."

I gotta keep going, but...

[Hook, L.]
I be thinking that I think too far ahead, tripping all the time with thoughts lingering in my head
I seem to wonder if I'm ever really sleeping or deeply woken by demons that keep creeping

There may be times where the world may be against you or..
You may be in over your head or...
Even deeper than that, but you gotta know that..
New days arise and...
Only you can make it the best you can, so make it count...