I fucked up

I love you so very much
Even though at times I do things that hurt
I try so hard to hope that you always see
How much you being in my life means to me
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain
That is the last thing I ever wanted to do
Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing
I mess up, I am sorry for that too
I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you
Like nothing else in my life gives me the thrill of being loved by you
So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes
This sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside

Every day I wake up
Hoping to get a fresh start
Praying I can undo
The mistakes I've done to you
Every day it's the same thing
My memories come to haunt me
I never knew it'd come to this
And now I'm regretting it
Basically, I'm saying sorry
Sorry for my stupidity
If you find it in your heart to forgive me
I thank you with full sincerity
But if you find it too hard to do so
It's all right, who can blame you?
If there's even anyone to blame, it's me..
Me and my stupidity

I love you so very much
Even though at times I do things that hurt
I try so hard to hope that you always see
How much you being in my life means to me
I am sorry yet again for causing you pain
That is the last thing I ever wanted to do
Even when I am trying to look out for you and do the right thing
I mess up, I am sorry for that too
I hope that you still know how much I love and cherish you
Like nothing else in my life gives me the thrill of being loved by you
So I hope that you listen and see it in my eyes
This sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside