I am a young songwriter and am planning on writing more songs in the near future. I struggle with depression and have suicidal thoughts. I cope by cutting myself even though I know that is not the best way to cope it seems like the only thing that helps me. I have attempted suicide 2 times and failed both times (obviously). I also struggle with bipolar stage three (was diagnosed). I am on medication but not like what most people take. I take medical marijuana which seems to help a lot. when upset or pissed I just smoke and it calms me down instantly. Well, that’s enough about me.