Depression

To be hurt
To be lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when your down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
Now you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old feeling in my heart
I am loving
I am crying
It feels like I am dying
I just wanna cry
There's no answer to my mind
Screaming out for help
I'm crying save me
Look at the people they hate me

To be hurt
To be lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when your down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
Now you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Engraving words on my skin
Stepping closer to insane
These four letters calling out to me
To feel anything but pain
Painting words on my wall
Feeling helpless to my fears
My eyes a sapphire crystal
As I let free the many tears
But I wasn't always made this way
With thoughts of ways to die
I had a heart so pure and gold
I had the most innocent mind
But a moment came so quick
I almost didn't see
Where hatred filled my empty glass
And dropped me to my knees
And dare you to say I want attention
I'll laugh right in your face
Cause a girl like me has no desire
To hear what you think

To be hurt
To be lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when your down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
Now you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life