Fantasy, Pt. II

[Verse 1]
My identity lies within my fantasies
My fantasies are so much better than reality
Morpheus of my dreams I’m the god of what I see
I can have whatever and be whoever I wanna be
I have everything I ever wanted
If I don’t have it all I gotta say is I got it
The perfect looks, the perfect wife, the perfect life
No need for any trials or any tireless fights
You wouldn’t believe how many lives I have
One for every situation
Pages and pages of stories that are about me
But it’s all biofiction cause it ain’t really about me
My autobiography is still on the shelf
While I’m in comatose dwelling in myself
I don’t need no help, I don’t need no saving
What’s the point in leaving if I have everything I’ve needed
Goodbye to the world it’s time for us to part
Locked in that Nerve Gear, link start
Now I’m in my world, I own this
Everything’s about me this is my moment
The most opulent within my castle in the sky
Long live the king cause here I’ll never die
I cried to the world but they didn’t reply
So when they come to find me they ain’t getting mine
I don’t see why I need to even go back
It might be fake here but over there it’s even more wack
My crack I gotta crack in my identity
If I feel stressed then I just shoot up like a fiend
Having sweet dreams within my deep sleep
If that’s the case then I guess I’m living the nightmare
Life doesn’t compare to what’s in my head
It’s all so dull I rather be dead instead
I wasn’t even granted of my simple wishes
All I wanted was to be treated like I existed
But nobody did it so I turned my attention
To a pleasure filled infliction this is my addiction
I’m suffering so much from my imagination
Still so drowsy I’m lost in hallucinations
Zoned out, I’m always day dreaming
Not receiving what I need that’s why I’m still fiending
I’m so neurotic, I’m so psychotic
I’m so delirious this disease is so chronic
Gotta calm my brainstorm it’s out of control
Cause I don’t know if it’s gonna take me ahold
I’m so traumatized from all of my lies
Maybe everything would turn fine if I died
Body deteriorating, this is detrimental
Call upon the reaper I feel so suicidal
Shinigami save me I’m ill minded and unhealthy
I can’t take this anymore go ahead and take me
Casket in the wake awake me I need to wake
I can no longer wait I’ll do whatever it takes
To say the least I need to rest in peace
If I can’t do that at least I might as well rest in peace
Yeah, trapped in my fantasy
Say goodbye to my friends and family for me