Cold Sun

[Verse 1]
I’m so aggravated and man I so hate it
That bittersweet smell lingers and man I can taste it
Uh, a battle between life and death
Yeah, either way I’ll be put to rest
Iron maiden, self-execution
Heat and cold fusion what a filthy combination
Intoxicated, I guess I got it bad
Living dead I don’t know whether to feel glad or sad
They don’t even ask why
And little do they know that I’m pulled between two sides
Willpower on zero I can’t move on
They tell me to stay strong but I can’t last for long
It’s hard when the problem is right inside
Even worse when there’s a choice for you to decide
No room for both I gotta take my stance
Lover level feud what a tragic romance

[Hook]
Control or suffer it’s one or the other
I can’t stay the same I done felt too much pain
It’s time for me to change if I wanna stay sane
One pair one chair ain’t no room for two
I really hate to choose but one of me has got to lose
Whatever happens death will happen
So let’s see which of me will be locked in the casket

[Verse 2]
The curse of the gifted
Heart torn in two it’s so hard for me to listen
Killing myself you know a down man would
Slashes on the wrist oh man it hurts so good
Ah! Pain heals pain that’s my solution
Better than suffocating in my own pollution
Bouta lose it, still caged within my animus
Grudges and trust are so synonymous
Bad blood man I got some ill will
Every time I take a pill of malice I get another bill
And how I feel? Man I feel so great
Having to deal with passions of both love and hate
Writing, rhyming, and tweeting is how I prolong
But venting the stress like that won’t last for long
Me versus me I’m my biggest enemy
Either I choose one of me or choose to lose both of me

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
Like the light and the dark
Like the water and the flames
Like the healed and the harmed
Like the proud and the shamed
My eyes can’t see and my body still bleeds
All these opposites are still clashing inside of me
Me and me we are forever enemies
Tug of war yeah I’m the only one stopping me
Outside I ain’t showing no mixed feelings
But inside there’s a storm that’s still brewing
I ain’t gonna finish no mission
Yeah, not with my internal collision
I strive for my healing but I’ll never reach it
If I leave my problem and not even try to fix it
To the man in the mirror we cannot coexist
You live for the fist but I live for what you missed
Oxymoron we are one but the same
Either I’ll have you tamed or I’ll become insane

[Hook]