Falling

In a sense tryna be the very best
No stress, just blessed, no test, just checks
From mic checks, I strive for white cheques
To buy myself a lot to hide from my stress
If I get to drive to my next
Life, while I'm alive, it's signed I might wreck
My life wrecked just like the night that
My mom said I ruined her life and then left
Me depressed and tryna find death
Picture being nine and tryna find death
With a little mind, I tried to fight death but I prolly should'a done it, that bet was my best

To make it out of this place
I'll never get out of this place
Need to get out of this place
Not very proud of this place
I've doubted this place, and now I'm down on my fate
I was swimming in love and now I'm drowning in hate
Wish I was drowning in lakes instead of downing in pain
Cause It's getting hard to sleep with the sound of the blame
Cause it's hard to feel loved when you surrounded by hate
And it's hard to stay real when you're around all the fake
It's not a positive place, ain't no positive space
So it's hard tryna fake it with a positive face
That's why I draw out this place, sticking my coffin away
And ain't no way my feet are ever coming off of the brakes
I put my foot on the gas, put the music on blast
I'm following my dreams giving music a chance
I can use it to have everything I ever wanted no more problems, I get you in the bag
I never get to sleep with everything effecting me
My destiny was meant for me, forget it, I just let it breathe
I just let it breathe

I inhale then I exhale and I go on back to my zone
I live in hell with my ex hail's so no, I ain't afraid of no ghosts
Now, tape that and rewind it back
I ain't tryna teach, I ain't tryna act
I ain't tryna leave, I'm just tryna pass
I ain't tryna weep, I'm just tryna rap
I'm just tryna rap