Change

[Intro]
C-Life on the beat, boy

[Verse 1: Bumps INF]
Never asked you for no pity 'cuz I ain't a victim
Probably know me from the way I used to make my living
I ain't the same and you would know that if you'd paid attention
To busy judging me to know that I got saved in prison
I realize that the way that I was raised was different
But I ain't have a dad to teach me legal ways to get it
My seller used to tell me that this was a place for misfits
But I ain't never felt that welcomed when I came to visit
I wonder who be happier for mе: you, 'cuz I got saved, or them, if I went back to thе old me?
Old team getting more green then dragon emojis, and we moving packs and everybody strapped like your bro jeans
But it feel like my new fam doesn't want me
Is it 'cuz living in the gutter like amateur bowling?
Huh, I'm fully aware that my past isn't so clean
But y'all got me thinking I'm misunderstanding this whole thing

[Chorus: Evan Ford]
Showing lies, this really hate, that's how it go
Say I'm down, then pick me up to call me low (Yeah)
I've been down for the count everyday (Everyday)
What I know? I believe I can change
Showing lies, this really hate, that's how it go
Say I'm down, then pick me up to call me low (Yeah)
I've been down for the count everyday (Everyday)
What I know? I believe I can change (I can change)

[Verse 2: Bumps INF]
I know I'm not one of you Christians
Who are you to judge what someone else does for a living?
Huh, it's none of your business about the money I'm getting
You found out 'cuz men in here probably come in and kicked it
Uh, and I ain't come for attention, but you staring at me like I'm doing something suspicious
(What about your job?) Recently, been struggling with it
But it helps when I come in and listen to something uplifting
None of you women know the stuff that I've been in
Baby father up in the system, my son really miss him
He keeps asking me when his daddy is coming to get him
And as a single mother, it's tough just to cover expenses
Maybe I shouldn't ever come in and visit
'Cuz I feel more uncomfortable here than the club that I strip in
I guess it's not that much of a difference
They're both clubs, except one is religious
I get it

[Chorus: Evan Ford]
Showing lies, this really hate, that's how it go
Say I'm down, then pick me up to call me low (Yeah)
I've been down for the count everyday (Everyday)
What I know? I believe I can change
Showing lies, this really hate, that's how it go
Say I'm down, then pick me up to call me low (Yeah)
I've been down for the count everyday (Everyday)
What I know? I believe I can change

[Outro: Evan Ford]
Yeah, oh, I believe I
I can change, I can change