Black Hole

Everyday I feel like a fiasco
And it goes on and on like a fractal
My purity's become such a hassle
But I don't wanna get stuck in the black hole
Isolate myself in a castle
Built out of all the fears that I have most
Weighed down by these moral debacles
I don't wanna stay stuck in the black hole

Whoopsie daisy I'm at it again
Dig myself into a hole isolated from friends
Too deep to climb out, try to reach out a hand
But before someone can come I dig further instead
Even when I don't crave it I turn to it
I'm a slave to the feeling that I earn from it
I'm made in God's image, but he'd never look like this
The need to be redeemed fills me and I seek purpose
So tonight I'm a failure, tomorrow spread my wings
Imma try to takeoff and take in everything I see
All the beauty of the world, of the galaxy
And approach it openhearted, not callously
But for now it's just a dream, I'm asleep in the hole
Being dragged further in by my excuse for a soul
Is it too late for me? Man I hope not
I feel salvation in the distance but it's closed off, I'll rot
So stay hopin' for me
Please, God, open for me

Everyday I feel like a fiasco
And it goes on and on like a fractal
My purity's become such a hassle
But I don't wanna get stuck in the black hole
Isolate myself in a castle
Built out of all the fears that I have most
Weighed down by these moral debacles
I don't wanna stay stuck in the black hole

[Featured Artist]
Kierkegaard put me in charge
So here's some bars on broken cardos
We all take the joy and sorrows
Endless cycles, white and black holes
Maybe if we took a sec to think about our goals we would see that greed and lust can’t compete with a freed soul
So ask your self the following questions, like
Who am I?
Just a smart machine?
Just a vivid dream?
I hear voices in the dark saying “you can’t know a thing”
Step into a cave and see some slaves all up in chains
Shadows, muffled sounds, eternal pain
I feel like I relate to them equally insane
Like, maybe what I’ve been taught all these years is vain
And maybe I should be the one to go against the grain
Regardless, all these questions got me working out my brain
Falling deeper into loneliness Dr. Phil couldn’t save
If I’m just some particles of matter
Nothing that I do will ever matter
Give it back to Mind Over MattR
Take it

Everyday I feel like a fiasco
And it goes on and on like a fractal
My purity's become such a hassle
But I don't wanna get stuck in the black hole
Isolate myself in a castle
Built out of all the fears that I have most
Weighed down by these moral debacles
I don't wanna stay stuck in the black hole

Everyday I feel like a fiasco
And it goes on and on like a fractal
My purity's become such a hassle
But I don't wanna get stuck in the black hole
Isolate myself in a castle
Built out of all the fears that I have most
Weighed down by these moral debacles
I don't wanna stay stuck in the black hole