BIPOLAR

Yeah
Never really knowing if my feelings were me
Going through the motions trying to keep it lowkey
Looking in the mirror this ain't who I wanna be
Warm to the touch but my soul on freeze
Feeling more shit hurting down to the core
Deep down knowing that I wanted much more
Fame never meant shit to a locked door
Pushing everyone away, what you doing this for?

It’s crazy to me
How quickly things go wrong
And how insane I feel
Cause you've been low, so low
One day I think I'll take my life
And stop the uncertainty
Why should I waste my time
If I know where this will lead

She don’t understand what it's likе when I'm switching like the wеather
One day I'm happy then I'm dryer than a desert
Nothing in my life ever made me feel better
All of my contemporaries made me feel lesser
It's hard to see a future when you make the hard decisions
It sucks to be the only one who cares about your vision
I know a lot of people who would kill for this position
But I'm wishing it was me that would end up missing

It's crazy to me
How quickly things go wrong
And how insane I feel
Cause you’ve been low, so low
One day I think I’ll take my life
And stop the uncertainty
Why should I waste my time
If I know where this will lead