Fitzcarraldo

I fucking suck at singing
Life is rough
[x2]
And i can't control where my mind goes
Don't know if i should follow it
And if i follow it would you follow me
Ill give all to you
You have all of me
And if i loose my way will you get lost with me
[Verse 1]
I feel the pressure setting in
I think I'm about to explode
So i haven't talked about the days i had a house not a home
But now I'm out and I'm grown
See the whole town at a show
Say fuck it all as far as counseling goes
I almost lost myself trying to save dummies
Who would never try to help
But only take from me
But it didn't make sense not to make money
So I've been starving everyday
To get this cake coming
And now they all talk shit
Like "man this kids a fucking joke"
"he should just give up his hope"
"that shit he makes is nothing dope"
But know you'll never be as good as him
You couldn't put the work in
Excuses you always pull them in
When you were my age you were just partying and fooling in
You seem me and get mad
Because you see where you could've been
I had a dream
And i worked every fucking day
I never cared what people say
Or when they stared because of state
Always working
Hardly eating
Never sleeping
Always dreaming
Always kept a vision with me
When the stress against me began
I don't know moderation
Always working till exhaustion
I've been flowing like a faucet
Trying to earn this fucking boss shit
I was in a fucking coffin 10/10/97
A day later my mom gave birth to a mother fucking legend
Don't you get it i was meant for this shit
Its been a year since somebody said to mess with the kid
I had to prove them all wrong thats what the sentences did
And I'm about to leave this earth
I'm simply ending this shit
I'm trying not to loose my mind
And kill the demons inside
Keep my vision ahead of me
And my dreams on the side of me
Lite a cig and kind of hope
For these thoughts deprived open
For this line that i just wrote
When i'm driving i just choke
Cause i'm drowning in my head
And i'm trying to climb a float
But i struggle even harder when i'm trying to find some hope
Cause i realize that there is none there whole livings is to focus So that don't fucking care
Then i hope that someone cares
I've lost my mind but I followed it
Now I'm all alone and you're the cause of it
You couldn't fall for shit
You never fall for shit
I would've given you everything
Now its all to this
[Katherine]
All i know is that i need to go on by myself
[Hashu]
Get lost trying to find myself
And i never see an angle stepping foot in my hell
They try to tell me that i can't
I try to tell them I'm the man
I'm just sticking to the plan
[Katherine]
How will spaceship add up to all the things I've been through
Look at what you didn't do
Now you say that they've gone miss you
Its to late for that cause i fly up(x2)
A a a
Ill fly away
A a a
Ill fly away
[Hashu}
Way and as the story unfolds
Of a legend in the making
And the story he's told
Just a kid 18 years old
Hes trapped inside the world thats made him cold