You’re mine

Sometimes i see you in places and other people
Since you left love has never looked so evil
It’s some cliché shit, felt like we ain’t kids
Felt like he hated me, i wasn’t peaceful at all
And when you were absent passion went down in a sinkhole
So bad habits never ended, what’s my dream/goal?
Damn, never saw a flying fuck that i gave
Whether weather gets too much or enough on my plate
And i’ve never felt enough cuz i’m so damaged
I try to suck it up but i don’t understand it
When i don’t feel like myself i get to scratchin’
And when i dunno who i am i start to panic
And when you left, i got hella fucked up
Was it me or was it you or was it tough luck
You’ll never hear this so why keep it inside
Sometimes when i dreaming, i dream about how you’re still mine

I hate the fact that you’re distant
I don’t care how far you are, i want you to listen
I hate it when you lie to me
I hate the way you try to seem okay when you’re not
I want your pain to just stop
I think i like you a lot
It’s so confusingly simple
I might wrap gold ‘round your finger between pinky and middle
I don’t talk ‘bout what i want but when i do it’s you
I choose to move myself away so i don’t show the truth okay like fuck
You make me believe in love
I wanna shower you with it
You make me feel like enough
And not a coward nor timid
You make me believe in love
And I spend hours deep in it
You make me feel like enough
In every second and minute
You’re so far away but that makes my love stronger
And this is really how I feel, I’m no impostor
When i see you i’ll feel like i won the lottery
Soon I’ll be with you so I can love you properly possibly

You’re mine, mine
Mine, mine, mine, mine