Truth

To tell the truth I got no excuses to shoot at you
Sometimes I feel like the Tasmanian Devil from Looney Tunes
Or Eeyore and Piglet, I need to seem more realistic
I need to be more and visit less of my past and just end it
I don’t hate you but I hate to admit this
Cuz I’m in a position where I dislike how I’m livin’
And I see time just keeps tickin’
But I won’t fight for commitment, if you ignite all the bridges
And I’m missin’ my missus, don’t give a fuck about distance
Don’t give a fuck about bitches, tryna do well with humans
I repel while in my shell, work on myself and this music
I think I’m so fuckin’ stupid I think I think too much
I can’t drown out sound with drinks or drugs, it’s not enough
Hiss in my mic, missin’ what’s right, it’s crippling
A kiss and a bite from a bitch called a life, is killin’ me
Needa get up off my ass but I feel grounded
Cuz I feel like fuckin’ trash, there’s nothin’ poetic about it, uh

In sooth I know not why I feel like this
It wearies you, every time I say I feel like shit, uh
In sooth I know not why I feel like this
It wearies you, every time I say I feel like shit, uh

I could be timid, confuse my image with tinted screens
Reduce my spirit to smithereens, and disagree
With compliments subconsciously
Comments that they’re offering
Amplify what underlies
Inside when they’re not fond of me
First was little puddles then craters later, it’s troublesome
I got my own struggles, and now you’re becomin’ one of ‘em
Barely speaking until evening even then not sayin’ much
I’m lame as fuck, I ain’t enough that’s why the fuck I’m stayin’ up at night so often
Always talkin’ how I’m down and heated
Even if it’s for no reason, I don’t wanna hide my feelin’s
Tired of rage, tired of waste
I feel defeated, you can see it in my tired ass face, aye
Met with a disastrous fate, an accident made
Made bets and caught a slap in the face
I vanished, erased
A part of me was partially chained
I started to change
Regarded my ways to reconnect
My heart and my brain, uh

In sooth I know not why I feel like this
It wearies you, every time I say I feel like shit, uh
In sooth I know not why I feel like this
It wearies you, every time I say I feel like shit, uh