You held on to me hoping I’d drown too

[Verse 1: Dear Me]
I spent $80 on some converse to forget about you
And how you still wear the pair that I got you too
That doesn't make this any easier
But I'll be just fine
I never knew how easy it would be to lose you
I didn't see the distance as something I'd get used to

And I don't know how you're doing just fine

I've been crying 24/7
And when I'm not, I'm wondering
If you gave me life, or just a lesson

I don't know how you're doing just fine

I deleted all your pictures from my phone
But I still keep this one locked away
Clinging on to hope even when you don’t
The same way you kept me "just in case"

I don't know how you're doing just fine
You're the only thing that's on my mind

I know your brother is still bitter I'm not around
You won't even tell him why we're over
Cause you're way too proud
To admit that it was all your fault
I hope you're happy now
And I guess we'll see eachother around