I Saw Your Tweet About Getting Sober and I’m Willing Myself Not to Go Back to You

[Verse 1: Dear Me]
Driving under the city lights
Listening to your favorite anthems
Rushing by pedestrians who don't have a damn clue
Under the flashing lights in the club
Where we danced all night
Got drunk and talked dirty in each other's each
We even made love in the bathroom
Under the light of the dusk from the sun
Peeking through the blinds of my bedroom
Where you once woke up in my shirt
Resting your head on my chest
If this is the last time we spеak, I hope you know
I didn't wanna make this harder on you by shutting down
I just find a way to shiеld myself from the pain
Of knowing you aren't coming by around

[Chorus]
The weather might be better
But I'm as depressed as ever
The weather might be better
But I'm as depressed as ever
The weather might be better
But I'm as depressed as ever
The weather might be better
But I'm as depressed as ever

[Verse 2: Dear Me]
Under the moonlight
Numbed by the beauty of the sky and you
Drinking cheap liquor because that's all we could afford
Smoking until we saw even more lights above
Under the bright fluorescent lights of the emergency room
All the pretty songs end eventually
Beauty will break
A happy ending doesn't always happen
The weather might be better
But I'm as depressed as ever