Worst Days

[Verse 1]
I'm blessed, I'm blessed
Blessed more than ever before
When I believe, look what You have in store
I walk in, leave all my sins at the door
So many questions that I wanna ask You
Open the Bible and get all my answers
You built up my heart when I thought it was shattered
You made me go deaf when they all started laughin'
Now I know Satan can't talk (He can't)
If you lacking faith, you can't walk wit' me (No)
Washed all the selfishness off of me
No longer taking all I know is offering (All I know)
It's nothing that they could tell me (No)
I'ma make sure they feel (They feelin' me)
I just know You never failed me
I'm indestructible, how can they kill me? (How?)
God I'm asking You to break every single barrier that got me locked down (Locked down)
Satan got a firm hold on me, every time I'm up I get knocked down (Knocked down)
God, You told me I'm anointed
You said it's a reason You called me
Keep usin' me as Your light
And I'ma shine bright, right? They gon' all see
You equipped me with every tool I needed to know all about You and educate
You made me part of Your believe team, and I'ma represent for You every day
Any room that I walk in, every mountain in it will separate
In Your name I will celebrate
And lead us all into heaven's gates

[Chorus]
Now I spend my days sober
And now I live longer
Now I feel stronger
That's 'cause all my worst days over

[Verse 2]
All the times I slept and hope I didn't wake up (Don't wake up)
All the times I slept depressed over breakups (I was depressed)
All the times I wished my ways weren't ugly (I be wishin')
All the times I felt my family ain't love me (Why they don't love me?)
All the times I was drownin' deep in my waters (I was drownin' deep)
All the times I doubted myself as a father (I'd be doubtin' and doubtin' and)
All the times that I wished that I could push harder (Keep on pushin')
All the times that I took whatever Satan offered (Don't take it)
I decided that I was done feelin' empty
I fell down, then I got up and I found resilience within me
All the times that I lost control of my anger, caused me to lose it
My mind was under an attack so I couldn't relax and I was too abusive (God, let me be!)
Me and mama go back and forth, every time we talk it be useless (Useless)
I be prayin' every night for peace, don't know how much longer I could do this (I can't)
God told me just trust and stop asking questions
He said every diamond that He make, He puts under pressure
I believe it

[Chorus]
Now I spend my days sober
And now I live longer
Now I feel stronger
That's 'cause all my worst days over