Jordan’s Prayer

[Intro]
I really, like
I really, basically like, freestyled this 'cause I wrote it in like ten minutes
I just wrote it down as I thought it
If that makes sense, I was like
I said

[Verse 1]
I said God told me, that I'm headed for the top spot
I won't hesitate, I'll just jump in it like it's hopscotch
He get me connected anywhere like He a hotspot
Now I'm plugged in so anything I do be top-notch
God told me 'change the game' and they don't even know
I feel like I'm Moses, how I separate the flows
Remember all the days that I struggled with all my lows
Now I'm in position to help 'em open some doors
God told me (what He say?)
Now I'm all the way, all the way up (up)
I ain't even gotta tell 'em (tell 'em), they already know what's up (what's up)
You illuminated my potential, I done leveled up
Forgive me Lord, for all of my sins, 'cause I don't wanna mess this up (I don't)
Remember when I was just sinnin' and wishin' that
I could come up on a million, imagine that
Now I'm just leadin' the men and the women and children to eternal livin'
It's crazy that I had thought God had forgot about me
And He showed me why I was invented
I owe Him, He showed me, I'm chosen, I know it, I'm gifted
I just need a bow and a ribbon

[Interlude: Jordan]
Dear Jesus, thank You for dying for our sins
And for loving us, even when we're bad
Thank you for all your blessings and glory
And please never leave my side

[Verse 2]
Child-like faith that I have, I'm wishin' to blow up
I thought it was depression, I guess I just had to grow up
I ain't even know what to do until You had showed up
I was dyin' in a place that I was meant to grow from
I've been so confused with myself, I've been going under
Filled with so much anger from all the lightning and thunder
Pretendin' in my face but be judgin' me undercover
I got hatred in my heart, but I know we should love each other
I'm evolvin' into someone who I could never imagine
I'm preachin' when I'm rappin' mixed with the vibe of a pastor
They thought I was cappin', I low-key hoped they kept laughin'
Ironically, now it's backwards, I hate that this had to happen
How am I alive after usin' Your name in vain?
How did I survive, I had suicide on my brain
Feel like I'm Superman, now you blessed me with Lois Lane
I got through all the pain and I never remain the same
Walkin' with faith on my side, I don't even know why I was ever in pain
With tears in my eyes, I knew I could fly, but cannot deny I was goin' insane
But still I would try, never would die, never could let it all go down the drain
Before they put me in the grave, they all gon' remember my name (Kieran)

[Outro]
Father, today I ask forgiveness for all of the negative and harmful words I have spoken about myself
I promise to never abuse myself in such a way again
Transform my thoughts and let me understand how marvelously You made me
Change my habits so I use my tongue to speak hope
And favor upon my life
Dear God
I love You, Father
In Jesus name, Amen