​worn

[Chorus: Aston]
Why do I pay my love in subterfuge and sabotage?
Why do I kill the lights and still feel sorry for myself?
Maybe I'm not as good
Baby, I'm not as good as I thought
Tell me everything I should
Everything that I gotta work on

[Verse 1: nickwuh]
Fuck off
I hate you today
I'm volatile, don’t get in my way
I'm honestly beginning to become afraid
Of the things I'll say, why don’t you stick around

And see
The uglier sides of me
The things I'm not proud of
The parts that I'm scared to show
You hate it, I know
And I try but I don't
Fucking change for the better, can’t own it

It's so lonely
About to drive me crazy
How much I hate me lately
If I were you I would replace mе

And something strong to kill my nerves might bе exactly what I need
But that's another thing I gotta work on
Learn to confront instead of avoiding my problems

[Verse 2: Luoe]
I overshare when I get comfortable
But I know that will only be a burden to you
I really hope but I know that I don’t
Ever show the actions right behind the truth

I know that your love’s hanging by a thread
And I'm just poking at the wire in between
You’re not showing anger or sadness
I need to know all of your feelings beneath

Do you want me to stop?
I know that I should yeah
But you won’t tell me to drop the subject
I'm thinking I'm clear to keep dumping

Do you want me to drop?
You don’t deserve this
I'm sorry for talking about her again
I promise to me you are more than a friend

[Chorus: Aston]
Why do I pay my love in subterfuge and sabotage?
Why do I kill the lights and still feel sorry for myself?
Maybe I'm not as good
Baby, I'm not as good as I thought
Tell me everything I should
Everything that I gotta work on

[Verse 3: lil slav]
Let me place the blame on you
I don’t know what else to do
For the longest time, it's been me and you
But I'm starting to think its not me, but you
You're overwhelmin' with your issues
Course everythin's my fault, it doesn't do justice
I run out yelling, I'm gettin' you upset
I'm checkin' your phone, I'm getting you busted
Bitch! You were trusted

You got a dozen other guys hitting up your line
Ain't your first time, or your first rodeo
Lookin' at me like bro, what you know
Thought you were mine, you just puttin' on a show
But, I'm the real clown for dreaming of you in a gown

[Verse 4: haz]
I can’t comprehend
Every time I drink I'll lose myself
We go back and forth without thinking of someone else

I'll use your heart 'till the end
Feels wrong in your mind but hits right in the actions
My bad If I break it, that’s not my intention

Mind lost and I'm still on the screen, babe
Ya don’t think I don’t get what you mean, babe
I don’t understand why you won’t leave me
My bod won't suffice, you don't need this

Been losing myself and I'm afraid of losing you too
So before I defect, I'll make sure to remember you

[Chorus: Aston, w/ haz, w/ nickwuh]
Why do I pay my love in subterfuge and sabotage?
Why do I kill the lights and still feel sorry for myself?
Maybe I'm not as good
Baby, I'm not as good as I thought
Tell me everything I should
Everything that I gotta work on

Why do I pay my love in subterfuge and sabotage
Why do I kill the lights and still feel sorry for myself
Maybe I'm not as good
Baby I'm not as good as I thought
Tell me everything I should
Everything that I gotta work on

[Verse 5: lunafreya]
Maybe I care too much in my head
Lost all up in your bed
I don't know where to stop

But I keep my hands all tied
Right behind your eyes
You don't know whats best for you and I

I fall down I drift so low
You don't know half of my words
How I just speak so low
Self righteous suicide in my bones
But you don't care bout me though

[Verse 6: juni]
Life has no direction
If you’re falling out
'Cause you know that I'm not there for you
'Cause I can't really fake it right in front of you
'Cause I don't really see myself fixing so much
So if you need somebody
Find someone new

[Outro: Aston & w/ nickwuh]
Starting to make no goddamn sense
Why do I try to take a hit?
If in the end I always miss
Why do I always fall for this?

Fall for hope in circumstance
Shawty, give me a second chance
Worn down to the bone I'm a skeleton
Worn down to the bone I'm a skeleton

Ground zero, radioactive mess
Toxic love acid attacks
Lament a forgotten summer’s kiss
Blame cognitive dissonance

Piece of shit can’t take his own advice
Start a fire by candlelight
Worn down to the bone, I'm bout to die
Worn down to the bone, I'm bout to die

[Verse 7: JerFlow & nickwuh]
What did I do to deserve this?
What can I do to reverse it?
All of my thoughts and all my feelings no longer have any purpose
(Worn down to the bone, I'm about to die)

Why did I think it'll work out?
When you and I both are worn out? (Ooh)
Wasting our time building the bridges, sooner or later we'll burn down

And out of the embers
Yeah, I will remember
The words that go back and forth between us all the way back in December

Nothing left but memories
Gotta find a remedy
I'm afraid that you're gone
But I know I gotta say goodbye eventually