​hate me (lately)

[Intro]
Fuck me, it's so- it's so lonely
It's so lon- Fuck me, it's so- it's so lonely, someone hold me
Someone hold me- but it's empty
Fuck, I'm empty yeah I hate me lately

[Verse 1]
Have you been good
Have you been better
What is the point in you asking these questions?

Head down on the table
Used to be your shoulder
Now it's colder in the winter

Put a bullet through my fucking head
I don't mean it's
Just that I emotionally depend
On the seasons

What's the rеason
Even tryin'
If I know that I'll be back herе
In the same shit next year

[Chorus]
Fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me
Gotta spill my guts over all of my homies
So I open up, let it out but it's empty
Fuck, I'm empty, yeah I hate me lately

[Verse 2]
Tryna fix myself with some self-help bullshit
Need somebody else come and guide me through this
I could be stronger
If I try harder
But I can't even bother
No not any longer

Beat myself up over things I can't change
Maybe I could if I didn't fuck up in the first place
No there's no undoing the mistakes

[Chorus]
Fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me
Gotta spill my guts over all of my homies
So I open up, let it out but it's empty
Fuck, I'm empty, yeah I hate me lately

Fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me
Barely hangin' on as we speak don't console me
Let me fall down, I don’t wanna die slowly
Dying slowly, fuck I want to be happy

[Bridge]
How long can I hold
Onto nothing but hope?
And still, I'm on my own

It's getting kinda old
Doing this all alone
I need someone to pick me up and carry me home

[Chorus]
Fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me
Gotta spill my guts over all of my homies (No, no, no)
So I open up, let it out but it's empty
Fuck, I'm empty, yeah I hate me lately (Carry me back home)

Fuck me, it's so lonely, someone hold me (Ooh)
Barely hangin' on as we speak don't console me
Let me fall down, I don’t wanna die slowly (Yeah, I hate me lately)
(Hate me lately, hate me lately)
Dying slowly, fuck I want to be happy

[Outro]
Try to fix myself with some self-help bullshit (How long can I hold)
Put a bullet through my fucking head (Onto nothing but hope?)
Try to fix myself with some self-help bullshit (And still, I'm on my own)
I don't mean- emotionally depend on the seasons

Fuck me, it's so- it's so lonely
It's so lon- Fuck me, it's so- it's so lonely, someone hold me
(It's getting kinda old)
Someone hold me- but it's empty
(Doing this all alone)
Fuck, I'm empty yeah I hate me lately
(I need someone to pick me up and carry me home)