Wonder

My intrusive thoughts edge me closer to death
But to live a life without them I'd have nothing left
I'm a hopeless transexual I hope you realize
I can't even find love in my own eyes

I just want to have a stable mental state
All I want to do is feel anything again
Aside from my own suicidal dread
I just want my dysphoria to end

But that's not gonna happen
No that's not going to happen
That's not going to happen
Any time soon
[Instrumental]
I just want to have a stable mental state
All I want to do is feel anything again
Aside from my own suicidal dread
I just want my dysphoria to end