Paranoia

I'm a dead man walking
I can feel my skin falling off
No one will ever love me
That's what you said

No one will ever want me
That's what you said
I'm a monster I'm a halfling
I'm better off dead

Wherever people go when they die
That's what I feel when I'm awake
Maybe that's a sign that I'm not supposed to be fake

I can see death pointing his finger at me
My time is running out
I won't have too feel this anymore
That's what I've figured out

I'll use a rope or a knife
Or pills
I'll leave a lasting impact
I'll have thе time of my life

Wherеver people go when they die
That's what I feel when I'm awake
Maybe that's a sign that I'm not supposed to be fake

In the crevaces that you find
In the darkest parts of humankind
That's where you'll find me
That's where you'll find her

I can tell by your eyes you gave up on me
You say you didn't but I can tell
I've always been afraid of abandonment
I guess that's why I'm afraid of you

Both of you with your niceties
And your judgemental glances
It's only partially your fault
But with the devil I am dancing

Wherever people go when they die
That's what I feel when I'm awake
Maybe that's a sign that I'm not supposed to be fake