Wet cigs #hexd

[Hook]
You can catch me by the bridge with a pack of wet cigs
Ashes on my pants slip
Into the mud it drips
Gloomy gray day
Close my eyes and I think
Is this even fucking real cuz it seems so bleak
I've lost where to go
My name I don't know
Pop more pills
How much 'til I overdose?
My letter is soaked
My mind center's broke
How many more pills until I fucking croak

[Verse 1]
When I try to think back to how it came like this all I got is a thought of this guy named Kris
He knew what to do
Get money, pay for food
To put on the table for his wife and his dudes
40 shots later
Flexing fangs, alligator
Wifey leaves his heart crushed
Now what to do?
Five days later he's back for his sweater when she tells him that she wants to get back together
That was fine with him, but momma had doubts
Now he's scrambling, trying to figure it out
All I know is panicking
My mind flipping out
Grasping for air, I nearly passed out
What the fuck comes next?
Now that's all blurry
Just another sec, another pill ought to forget this story
Do I want to forget?
Do I want to forgive?
Can't forgive myself after causing all this shit

[Hook]
You can catch me by the bridge with a pack of wet cigs
Ashes on my pants slip
Into the mud it drips
Gloomy gray day
Close my eyes and I think
Is this even fucking real cuz it seems so bleak
I've lost where to go
My name I don't know
Pop more pills
How much 'til I overdose?
My letter is soaked
My mind center's broke
How many more pills until I fucking croak

[Verse 2]
Hey, if you're listening to this verse
Ask yourself, "Had you ever had your heart break?"
Aye, or did you break someone else's heart to pieces like a fucking china plate?
Aye, or did you never have a love in the first place cuz you never catching feelings?
Aye, or are so miserable that you can't find another to stay with you?
Cuz I feel you
I feel you
I've been there
I remember back in Freshman year
No one talked to me or even came near
Now I'm glowing up
Nothing changed
No one still comes near except when Ocean Breeze plays
Then they realize I'm Soup and they're like "Oh, dang"
Does anyone else ever feel this pain?
I don't really think so but..

[Hook]
You can catch me by the bridge with a pack of wet cigs
Ashes on my pants slip
Into the mud it drips
Gloomy gray day
Close my eyes and I think
Is this even fucking real cuz it seems so bleak
I've lost where to go
My name I don't know
Pop more pills
How much 'til I overdose?
My letter is soaked
My mind center's broke
How many more pills until I fucking croak