Numbs the pain #hexd

[Verse 1]
When you came into my life I felt a blessing
Now I'm stuck here reminiscing
Got my motherfucking head second guessing
See you switching position on me
I'm fucking wishing
I could make a decision
But I'm not sure if you playing with my feelings
"Kris, don't trip" James told me
I hit his bubbler so hard I couldn't tell if I walking or floating
I'm coasting down Etiwanda
Mind with trauma
Saw a couple songs that made me simp so hard it made me wanna
Grab a sawed off
Put it to my forehead
Send my soul to purgatory
Where's the fucking liquor?
Where's the fucking zippo, mane?
Rolling up like armadillo
All this shit make me feel a type of way I can't describe but it

[Hook]
Numbs the pain, yeah
Yeah, it numbs the pain, yeah
Yeah, it numbs the pain, yeah
Yeah, it numbs the pain, yeah
Yeah, it numbs the pain, yeah
Yeah, it numbs the pain, yeah
Can't forget about all the shit that plagues my veins
It hurts my mental state, yeah

[Verse 2]
I've been cold turkey on pills to help with my paranoia
So I've suffered through the pain all these years and I never told ya
Now I'm so conflicted
I think I'm worse off in this torture
Don't know whether to move on or to get back together with ya
Melancholy mood
The cloudiness reflects my emotions
Now I'm so confused I don't know what to say
But you crying oceans
This is worse than the moment you told me you let me go
My mental state is crumbled
Can't tell if I feel alone
Or depressed
I'm a mess
I'm so anxious
I'm so stressed
Should've never worn my sweater
Cuz you got me missing you every time I wear it
I swear I'm not tryna be generic
What we had was rare
I swear it
These 3 years I cherish and it helps

[Hook]
Numbs the pain, yeah
Yeah, it numbs the pain, yeah
Yeah, it numbs the pain, yeah
Yeah, it numbs the pain, yeah
Yeah, it numbs the pain, yeah
Yeah, it numbs the pain, yeah
Can't forget about all the shit that plagues my veins
It hurts my mental state, yeah