Wavering Blood

(I am all the things that you wanted me to be
I am all the things that I wanted to be)
Washed out body… Am I dying... Arms numb...
For a decade now I have felt like this

I want a normal life
But my past sides keep me paralysed
Complex emotions down to asides
Years of trauma keep me misaligned
Washed out body, constant stress
Am I dying, or already dead?
Arms numb, paths depressed
For a decade now I have felt like this

Float away with me
Drifting now in sleep
The pressure builds slowly
Depression marks so deep
Washed out body, constant strеss
Am I dying, or already dead?
Arms numb, paths deprеssed
For a decade now I have felt like this…