I Need to Stop Blaming Myself

Here’s the part where I’m meant to reflect
I’ve got notes I don’t want to forget
There’s a page that's inside of my head
Hard to read, but I think it says
There’s this mess that’s inside my head
Like just before you break down from stress
Like water filling your lungs under duress
Like when you feel an anchor weight deep in your chest
(Heaven looms)
Tell me anything
Tell me evеrything
Tell me anything
Just fucking tell thе truth
I’m lazy and I’m a mess
I feel like I live less and less
I’m lazy and I’m a mess
I feel like I live less and less
So tell me anything, tell me
I could fill a lake full of my mistakes
I could fill an ocean full of my aches
I could fill a lake full of my mistakes
I could fill an ocean full of my aches
Tell me anything
So tell me anything, tell me
I could fill a lake full of my mistakes
I could fill an ocean full of my aches
I could fill a lake full of my mistakes
I could fill an ocean full of my aches