Selfless

Selfless like always but still fine
Selfish on most days, holding pain inside
I hate myself alive, but I don’t want to lie
I don’t care about money
I don’t care about love (I’ve never felt alright)
I just want to be OK
I just want to be touched (or not)
Selfish like always
Selfish on most days, held inside
Nothing is good enough
No high is strong enough
Dim light is blinding to my eyes
Life veiled in all black (no light)
This is cremation
This is a cleansing
This is our station
Our faith never-ending (no light)
Nothing is good enough (no light)
No high