Wasting My Time (Demo)

Feeling dead
Not alive
I’m in a grave
Inside my mind pacing
I’m pacing
I’m wasting my time
I try to erase
It’s like copy and paste
But I never will face
How life plays with my fate

Her eyes look determined
With envious greed
I perceive the eye contact
Her eyes start to bleed
When she’s staring at me
Yes, it happened
I’m practically hacking
The skat on the mattress
Start to write and I tap in
To write my reaction
I learn through adaption
That she my distraction
You caused all this bullshit
Don’t show me compassion
You hate me for asking
I’m taking some action

Feeling dead
Not alive
I’m in a grave
Inside my mind pacing
I’m pacing
I’m wasting my time
I try to erase
It’s like copy and paste
But I never will face
How life plays with my fate

Real life, dream shit
This life is inception
I’m loving life, it’s so nice
Time that I’m resting
Relax in a grave with no cellphone reception
I look the mirror, I hate the reflection
I used to take xanax with antidepressants
Remember the time when my mind hit recession
Young and sixteen when I took that direction
I should of chose wisely when it came to my path
But that was the past
I cannot look back

(Yo Pino)
I’m trapped in my mind
This the place that I stay
I’m in pain but I’ll never explain
Or complain to a soul
And even in a hundred degrees
My heart still feel so cold
But yet nobody know
Then go ghost
Where did I go
I’m impressed
Cause where ever I go
My heart stays in distress
I had to confess that you acting a mess
And you got the red lipstick to match with the dress