Melanie (Demo Version)

Thought trust meant shit, I hate to mention
With all of this tension I hate this dimension
She need love and affection
If you need attention just hit my extension
You stuck in my veins
I see through your eyes and I'm looking at pain
I look at you and see the damage remains
But you never change and my life is a game

Can’t feel the same when my shit unpack
Life too strange, got a hold, unlatch
Cause it's way too cold when they don't love back
Cause you care too much, can’t live with that
Take a few pills then I take a nap
Can't see color when it's grey and black
Can't love another when you stayed attached
And then she finds another then you feel attacked
Hurt way too hard when my heart got cracked
Way too hard when my heart got cracked

What do you want from me?
Why can't things just go back to the way they were?
We were so happy then...

Spending time feel like an obligation
And the good times come in that rare occasion
Up all night, sleep deprivation
No conversation, start conversating
Too much complication and my mind is racing
Mentally breaking and I'm in this placement
Where I wanna end it but I cannot face it
Only want you, all these hoes are so basic
Give you all my time but you fucking waste it
Now you're fucking wasted

(I- I love you)

Thought trust meant shit, I hate to mention
With all of this tension I hate this dimension
She need love and affection
If you need attention just hit my extension
You stuck in my veins
I see through your eyes and I'm looking at pain
I look at you and see the damage remains
But you never change and my life is a game