Resting Peacefully (Demo)

Death will be easy for me cause I be resting peacefully
Don't care what you perceive of me
My heart was breaking piece to piece
Went through all the bullshit and I taught my heart to fucking freeze

No matter the degrees
My brain has this decease
Where I feel great for three days
Want to die next week, shit
I’m fucking seasick, I'm not strategic
I'm not comedic, and I mean it
Let me repeat it
And I mean it, let me repeat
I’m not strategic, I'm not comedic
I really don't believe shit cause now you really leaving
Say you gonna stay, to me that's partially deceiving
And I'm still grieving bout my friend that passed away
Couldn't stay clean off the drugs but now he's in a safer place
And that shit kill me every month because you should be here today
And it hurts me just to say
And it hurts me just to say
I'm M.I.A., I’m M.I.A
I stay in my sacred place, my sacred place
She got the kinda attitude that you could not replace
All in my face, bitch it’s like you fucking hate me
Yeah, can't hate me more than myself
I’m in a hard time to tell
I been wrestling in hell
When it just feels like I'm dying and I'm trapped in a cell
I took me time realize that the cell was myself and as well
When I know you leaving me I start to excel
You left my heart beating at the room at the hotel
I'm like “oh well” I just wish you devise me
I use my time wisely cause in time you’ll despise me
Laying beside me, and you told me you like me
Yeah, that shit just surprised me
But look at us now, I'm talking highly about
When you said you're my spouse
Bitch try me, I doubt
As to why I don't trust you no more, figure it out
Yeah my head in the clouds, I chill out with an L full of loud

Death will be easy for me cause I be resting peacefully
Don't care what you perceive of me
My heart was breaking piece to piece
Went through all the bullshit and I taught my heart to fucking freeze
I taught my heart to fucking freeze