Walking To My Grave Again

[Verse 1: Damien]
We know you bitches hate us
But still wanna imitate us
Quick to degrade us
But never will you fade us
Haters tryin' to make us lose this
Saying I'm not a killa, boy, I prove it
Do it in an instance, rippin through intestines
When I get to stressin' I feel this way
No sunny days, I walk in the rain
Ashamed of this pain that I have to face
Frontin everyday like I'm ok
But everybody knows, it's been the same
Just more bullshit piles on my plate
It's really hard to put a smile on my face
I've lost the race giving up the chase
My body hurts so much I can't pick up the pace
I'm walking slowly towards my grave
Hoping I can make that change
Win or lose, I'm in this game
And if I fail, then I'm to blame
Aim your gun right at my head
Let the blood shed, paint the pavement red
Bullets embedded in my brain and I'm dead
See my life in a flash as I lay there and bled
Razor blades and alcohol, mix it all with adderall
On my knees I start to crawl
Blood and guts smeared on the walls
Baby doll this my last letter
I hope from now things will get better
I told you we'll always be together
In hell's flames we'll burn forever

[Hook x2]
Walkin' to my grave again
Walkin' to my grave again
We're living our life in sin
Walkin' to my grave again

[Verse 2: Ian]
I fuckin' hate myself
It's incredible that I wanna leave this place
I fear the sight of my mother at my grave
Crying for her first born, this brings me pain
I don't really wanna feel no more
God can you hear me? Take this away
Every step that I take is one step closer
It's getting really hard to try and keep my composure
Acting like I'll be alright but the truth is
I don't even really know what I'm doin'
I feel useless, confused and stupid
Psychotic and they found no solution
Everyone's got a problem in their life man
Nobody's perfect and you gotta try to understand
That most people will bring you down
Most people will let you drown
You gotta get up, keep on fighting
Get away from depression, I keep on writing
Keep my dreams in my heart, right on my eyelids
Keep my smile on my face even when they deny us
I got a gift so I gotta use it
Even when I break down I keep drudgin through it
Thinkin to myself everything is fine keep on movin'
Even when the cards stacked against me (not losing)
I refuse to lay down and die, it's not in me
I am not leaving, I will keep fighting till my last breath
Clenching my chest, taking this stress
One day at a time
Soon enough we all die anyways
Might as well walk towards that grave
With a smile on your face till your very last day

[Hook x2]

[Verse 3: Magick]
Every step that I take
I'm a little closer to my grave
I hope my soul can still be saved
Even though I know I misbehaved
I steady put the pen to the pad
Sing these songs, mic in hand
Offer love of the fan
Game on till light down
So they say, you can never have it all
I say, you can always get up from a fall
Steady with the steps
You gotta learn to crawl
Who says you can't have it all
So with every step I take is one closer to my grave
I'mma savor every ripple I make to look back just to say
I'm from the home of mirrors, so many others pray
Purple hearts and all those medals engraved
But I have honor runnin' through my veins
I'm no span up, so lames, listen to me I don't play no games
The secret it's all yours to tame
Take a stand and stake it claim
This is how dreams are made
Live your life to the fullest like you're heading to your grave

[Hook x2]

[Sample]
There are no more barriers to cross
All I have in common with the uncontrollable
And the insane, the vicious and the evil
All the mayhem I have caused
And my utter indifference toward it
I have now surpassed
My pain is constant and sharp
And I do not hope for a better world for anyone
In fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others
I want no one to escape
But even after admitting this
There is no catharsis
My punishment continues to elude me
And I gain no deeper knowledge of myself;
No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling
This confession has meant nothing