Forgive Me

[Verse 1]
I take a walk outside to remind myself
I'm not the only one living in this hell
I know I'll probably need some help, cause I can't take it
I walk a couple blocks to the liquor store
I know I've been down this path before
Lost so many friends to addiction, but I still can't shake it
Should I pray to a God that I don't see
Should I fake a smile when you all see me
Knowing if you knew the real me, you'd drown me out like Jason
And I can't seem to love myself I guess
Staring at the ugly I possess
Hoping you'll forgive me for the mess
I'm finally at peace, no one could save me
I'm finally at peace, no one could save me
Couldn't take it

[Hook]
Breakdown inside of me
Hold it inside of me
Breakdown inside of me
Till I'm dead
Hoping reality finds me some sanity
Breakdown inside of me
Till I'm dead

[Verse 2]
In my time alone, all that I find is fear
Visions of your face, slowly disappear
You don't know you killed me, do you?
You don't know I'll die just despite you?
I've waited by the phone, my vision's not so clear
This poison calms my soul, I really wish you were here
But it seems like all I am just fades away
Fades away!

[Hook]

[Verse 3]
The saint and the sinner talk with each other, walk with one another
Drugged out on needles, two sided people please come together
Can we find a reason for peace this evening, no more crying mothers
We're blinded for a reason, lets go fight the demons, let's conquer ourselves first
Not harm one another, kill one another, shoot one another
No more crying mothers, don't take our brothers, we war with each other
It's such a saddening thing to see, we can't trust, trust one another
If you've seen what I've seen, then you'd know why we suffer

[Hook]