​​wake up next to me

[Intro]
I know you think that we’re still the same, well how come I never look like I do?
I couldn’t breathe, even if I tried to

[Verse 1]
Keeping me safe, how it never felt like you were keeping me safe
Every time I try you got me tripping again
I don’t know if you know it but you’re slipping away
You told me that you cut your face out, my picture was a mess
You don’t love 'em half as much as you think
I don't look so good, you turn to your friends
They don’t know a goddamn thing about me

[Chorus]
I know you think that we’re still the same, well how comе I never look like I do?
I couldn’t brеathe, even if I tried to
I’m not enough, I just can’t explain
I know you think that it’s up to you, well how come I never felt like I do?
I’m so goddamn glad that I found you, just to lose you all the same

[Verse 2]
You took my hand and I doubled up
Three years in my bag, still still fucking up
Yeah, I been doing me so well that I can’t keep hiding behind my troubles, what?

Yo, my ex-girl, she’s so cold, all I’d see from her head to her toes
Man, my 2018’s en vogue but I don’t care at all
She don’t know a goddamn thing about me

[Chorus]
I know you think that we’re still the same, well how come I never look like I do?
I couldn’t breathe, even if I tried to
I’m not enough, I just can’t explain
And I’m so goddamn glad that I found you, just to lose you all the same
I’m so goddamn glad that I found you

[Outro]
You took my hand and I doubled up
Three years in my bag, still still fucking up
Yeah, I been doing me so well that I can’t keep hiding behind my troubles, what?

"I had someone in my life at that time, that was, uhm, like super important to me and it keeps flooding in. I didn't even know what to do with it and I felt so safe."

"I stretch my arms and wake up and then, and then I have my breakfast and I go to school, shut the door and bang."
"What's the bang?"
"It’s the door."
"Oh, it’s the door."
"The door closing."