​​me and mine

[Intro]
And I’m just tryna see me through your doubt
Yeah, I’m just trying to see me
'Cause if it’s you, I’m thinking of I guess I’ll leave me out

[Verse]
If they find me, will it stop them?
Our eyes meet and the ground sinks
It’s too fast, it’s too fast
It takes me, I can’t breathe
If they find me and my body
In the dirt lay right beside your house
Do I have to? I’m a nightmare
Guess you’ll have to drag me all back out
And to the friends that had my back
I guess you’ll be wanting this knife back
You hate me, how you hate me
Take a deep breath in and just relapse
And if thеy find me and my body
They’ll talk of how I made thеm proud
Then ask me why I couldn’t stay
As they drag my body to the ground

[Bridge]
And I’m just tryna see me through your doubt
Yeah, I’m just trying to see me
'Cause if it’s you, I’m thinking of I guess I’ll leave me out

[Verse]
If you find me, is it over?
I saw you and all the walls caved in
Just like my head I miss you when you’re with him
If you find me and my body
In the dirt lay miles from anything
I guess I told you and don’t get to see you again

[Bridge]
And I’m just tryna see me through your doubt
Yeah, I’m just trying to see me
'Cause if it’s you, I’m thinking of I guess I’ll leave me out

("How, how am I supposed to carry out a conversation with you when you say-")

[Chorus]
If you find me, is it over?
I saw you and all the walls caved in
You’re not acting the way that we used to and I’m tryna keep seeing straight
If you find me and my body
In the dirt lay miles from anything
We don’t talk and it’s all that I’m used to now it’s you that keeps me awake

[Chorus]
If you find me, is it over?
I saw you and all the walls caved in
You’re not acting the way that we used to and I’m tryna keep seeing straight
If you find me and my body
In the dirt lay miles from anything
We don’t talk and it’s all that I’m used to now it’s you that keeps me awake

[Post-Chorus]
And I’m just tryna see me through your doubt
And I’m just tryna see me
'Cause if it’s you, I’m thinking of I guess I’ll leave me out

"I took all the money, the change that I had in my room. And I called a cab and got the cab driver to drive me as far away from where I was as, as I could afford. I didn't, I didn't even think about which way or where I was going or what I was, what I had on me or what I was wearing. I just got in the cab and just got the guy to drive. And eventually, I got to a point where I couldn't pay to go any further and I, I got him to let me out of the car. And without a second thought I just turned and started pacing back towards the house."