​Vociferance

Sitting in my room, feel like an asshole
Everyone around me building castles
I can feel my brain starting to unravel
Starting to get bashful
Posted up on twitter, feel my bones shake
Wish i was satisfied with all that i make
I can feel my brain replaying every mistake
Wishing i had switched lanes

Im going down
And what i found
Is no one notices any time i'm not around
I make a sound
And then i'm crowned
Will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned
By all of the clout
That's not what this is about
If i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route
But things feel different now
It's a vociferant sound
Yeah i gotta get the ignorance out

I know what you've been seeing but it's not me
It's all my fault i'm the only one to stop me
Feel the same everyday, yeah the pressure got me
Wanna pave my own way but i'm just a copy
I swear to god i promise
My own image, is being shifted, i wanna keep it honest
Cut my eyes out, lights out
See a cliff and i'm driving off of it now
And what i found
Is no one notices any time i'm not around
I make a sound
And then i'm crowned
Will someone tell me it's in my mind, im being drowned
By all of the clout
That's not what this is about
If i had known that this would happen then i would take a different route
But things feel different now
It's a vociferant sound
Yeah i gotta get the ignorance out