Hometown

Hometown, head down
Walk around, never make a sound, yeah
8 now, drugged out
Every thought in my head is too loud
On the corner of stumbling to the fucking bottom
Blue pill, red pill, too many fucking bottles
Gone now, and i found
That this anxiety is killing me now
13, no dreams
Just trying to get by by any means
Fake smiles, and routines
No one knows what's going on behind the scenes
Never thought i would end up being so pessimistic
Cause i keep breaking myself just to never go and fix it
No sleep, and i see
That all i needed was to go and be free

4000 peoplе out here
Thank god i left it that yеar
All keep their heads in the mirror
And their peaks are closer than they appear
Hometown of zombies and ghosts
Fled west, oh i had to go
Got tired of everyone holding back on finding their growth

19, come spring
I got stuck in the in-between, yeah
No job, no keys
But i know i wanna be something
Paying rent with loan, i'm feeling so dependent
Start missing my home, and everybody in it
Pain stings, the sound rings
But back home, at least they're in the swings of things

4000 people out there
At least their visions are clear
I keep my head in the mirror
And my peak is closer than it appears
Hometown of zombies and ghosts
At least their heads are afloat
Got tired of looking back, wish that i had kept finding my growth