Unspoken Truth

Friends we’re not / We talk occasionally
As quickly as you say hi you say bye to me
For the few times when we actually have a conversation
You act like I was never there upon interruption
You probably couldn’t care less if I disappeared
Especially since you want to run whenever I appear
The only time you speak to me first is when you want a favor
When you want to borrow something or want me for later

I’m just a fool you abuse until I lose my ability to efficiently be used
I won’t stay your fool you abuse / That’s a job I won’t reluctantly refuse

The person you despise only exists on the surface
Underneath the friendliness is a person whose serious
Covered / Not for my safety, but for yours
Unveil what I conceal and you’ll wish you were nice to me before

“Do you want to hang out / Are you free to come over and relax”
These are simple questions, but you make them seem so complex
What’s my favorite color / What do I like to do for fun
What are my goals / What are some of my opinions
Yeah right, you wouldn’t have any idea where to begin
But if it was the other way around I’d be correct on every question
Any personal information, story, or complaint you’ve ever shared
I remember cause unlike you I actually care

I’m just a fool you abuse until I lose my ability to efficiently be used
I won’t stay your fool you abuse / That’s a job I won’t reluctantly refuse

The person you despise only exists on the surface
Underneath the friendliness is a person whose serious
Covered / Not for my safety, but for yours
Unveil what I conceal and you’ll wish you were nice to me before

Lazy, unintelligent, annoying, immature
Unfocused, weak, repulsive, insecure
All of your comments about me are negative
You’re lucky I’m the type that’s passive aggressive
Your persuasive power is overwhelmingly scary
Manipulating me into thinking you’re right to underrate me
You underestimate me / And don’t think twice about it
Your superiority is false, but you can’t live without it

You know who you are / You whose condescending
Who pretend not to notice when I’m sad or angry
Who decline my invitations to actually connect
Who make promises to me that you know you’ll forget
The day I’m gone I wonder if I’ll haunt your memory
I wonder if you’ll regret not getting to know me
In that chance I hope you learn from your mistakes
As I enter eternal slumber a new you should awake

This is the unspoken truth
I’m letting everything loose