Ugly

One cold winter knight
It's just a flashback to one of the few things
I remember right
I always come back to the place it grew
But if I lose my mind
Can you teach me how to fake it
Cause I'm seeing all the signs
Out in public feeling naked

I used to run
But now I only crawl
It's said and done
Pull the trigger when it's time for me to go
I don't know everything
I just know what I know
And it ain't nothing much
No it's not that bad it just hurts a whole bunch
No when I fall back I don't roll with the punch
Man we'll keep going at it till somebody's won
So enjoy the show it's a wild one
And I think
I'm allowed to be
Just a little bit cynical
I can't help it
And truth be told I just don't care if its selfish
I always stand
Back off
How typical
And it's so nice to hear you tell me that
None of this is gonna matter in the end
I got so close
Tryna keep it composed
But really I don't think that I can deal with this again