U R BEAUTIFUL

Im aching for head like a concussion
Bitch is mad cos i sold my virginity to her husband
I need to cum before i open it up for discussion
But when i do i’ll probably turn away and feel disgusting

Is it cool with you if i stay inside of you while im coming
Would it bother you if i put my headphones on while you fuck me
Is it ugly on the inside if i like it when you cry
Of course it’s not because a stranger on tumblr held a sign

That said i’m beautiful and nobody could tell me otherwise
And i was like golly and then i started to wonder why
Such an original and wonderful person would have the time
To even try to effect such an amazing change in my life

Like damn what a fucking hero on tumblr saving lives
Like if i hadnt seen your awesome 8 and a half by 11.5
Wide sign i would probably be hanging from my bedroom light
With my face turning the color of the head of my uuhhhhh

Im in a little bit of a little predicament
And its getting me sick of it and im feeling so bitter and
Im fuckin addicted and i am so fucking jittery
And its taking every ounce of self control to not obliterate

A couple of fucking faggot scavengers on my twitter feed
Im paranoid half to death and the anxiety
Is killing me a milion and twenty seven times faster
Than i ever could in my bedroom on my computer when i

Get on the internet and im giving an intimate
Internet blowjob to an internet enemy
With a mouth full of razors and i kill all my friends again
And i do it again and again like smoking a cigarette

Like i know that im killing myself but im in the moment and well
As long as im living and feeling literally everything
Ill be doing everything in my power to get control of it
Cos im a control freak i am very controlling

You can ask any one of the boys that ive been alone with
Im really all about myself if they allow it and ive
Got a really terrible habit of being unapologetic
When i call him pathetic the only way it gets better

Is when i promise i meant it and promise i dont regret it
And promise i’ll never cherish his tarnished offer for head
I’m going to hell. the truth is irrelevant
It’s all i got to sell, so ill never tell