BROKEN PET

The way that you taste is probably why it feels
Like your cum’s been laced with chamomile
Nothing is real, blood turnt teal
Nothing to steal, let go of the wheel

I want us to die together in here
I’m happy alive but i’m alive with fear
The happiest lie that i’ll ever hear
Is that you are mine regardless of if i’m near

So if my demise is really going to be
Any second, am i going to fall asleep
Fast enough to find you in my final dreams
The happiest lie; you put your tongue on me

I dont wanna die but i want you with me
If i only kill you, what would i tell the police
It’s so romantic and i think youd probably agree
Put it in drive and then fuck me to sleep

And if i wake up again
I’m really afraid you’ll wanna be just friends
Maybe you won't be awake, youll be unconscious and then
I’ll sit by your bed and wait every day until when

Your body starts to shake and your coma ends
They’ll tell me that it’s rape when i unzip your pants
But when you come back and say you liked the orgasm
And that you couldn't repay me for all that ive done

And i’ll tell you it’s okay, the only thing i want
Is for you to say that i am what you want
And every other you may ever think you want
Youll never look away cos i am what you want

I think i must have incurred a lot of head trauma
Dystopian ambiance or just my school alarm or

I wanna turn around i wanna fall down dead
I wanna be face down in a hospital bed
I wanna be put down like a broken pet
I wanna be held down i wanna be force fed

I wanna be face down in a hospital bed
I wanna be put down like a broken pet