I DELETED MY HEART

I deleted my heart
And i really want it back
I dont wanna feel like
I might be a sociopath

I deleted my heart
I was young and impulsive
I would download another
Im afraid that it wouldn't fit

It got a virus around the time that i
Was in the eighth grade
It was really an awkward stage
And i needed the space

Thats what i get for illegally
Downloading sad songs
And spending all of my alone time
Looking at porn

And talking to strangers
Until 3am
And bullying stupid bitches
Under a fake screen name

And now i’ll have the space to install
Apathy 2006
And 6000 gigabytes
Of boys sucking dick

I deleted my heart
And i really want it back
I dont wanna feel like
I might be a sociopath

I deleted my heart
I was young and impulsive
I would download another
Im afraid that it wouldn't fit

I feel like im on autopilot
When i go out sometimes
And then the other times
Are when i just stay inside

I dont know why i am the way
I am but if i could understand
It’s hard to imagine it wouldn’t
Help find a way to end

All the paranoid discomfort
Thats inside of my head
But to be honest its also the meds
That put me on edge

I just wanna feel feelings
And not border on obsession
With giving the right impression
And if he hates me ill let him

I deleted my heart
And i really want it back
I dont wanna feel like
I might be a sociopath

I deleted my heart
I was young and impulsive
I would download another
Im afraid that it wouldn't fit