Truth

[Verse 1]
I don't even feel the things I used to feel
I will never see the world the same again
My heart is useless now, I had to trade it in
That deal with the devil sealed my fate, I'm dead
I think about you every night when I'm sinking in all these blues
I don't got no choice cuz this life isn't mine to pick and choose
I done trusted you with everything for nothing, I was used
Fuck love, it ain't nothing but a lie and that's the truth
On the edge, I'm not afraid to fall and I'm already lost
Don't you get the picture, look at all the images I've drawn
The sun don't rise where I reside, depression broke the break of dawn
I can't chase you anymore but I can't accept that you're gone

[Verse 2]
I'm tired of this shit but I ain't got the strength to break the cycle
Fighting battles with myself, I'm weak and suicidal
When you said that, It was over, I was in denial
Every year I'm growing colder, least I'm not a liar
Sometimes I wish that we never met cuz I'd be better off
We're polar opposites, we both know that we're cut from different cloth
If you were honest, you'd admit that you were selfish, you were wrong
And I don't know how I could ever recover from what I've lost
What the fuck could ever make you think we ever been the same?
What made you think that all that time we spent together was a game?
Why'd you do this to me? Really tell me, what'd you have to gain?
It was you that ruined everything so just accept the blame